"We Are Inherently Abusive." Conflation of BPD and abusive, toxic behaviours is one of the hardest, most common stigmas to erase.
I have always found solace in art based hobbies. There is just something about art that allows me to relax. I have felt this way ever since I was a teenager. I remember sitting in art class at school, I'd be so focused on the work at hand; a drawing, piece of pottery, a Warhol pop art reproduction. In that hour I would completely zone out from the world around me.
So it has been a rough week for me. Lots of phone calls. Issues to be sorted out. But it is 7am here on a Saturday morning. Winter is here. I am freezing. I have my thick crocheted rainbow slipper socks on. I'm in bed. I have chill hop relaxing Lo-Fi music on.
Recovery has its ups and downs, sometimes its lonely with no one around.
Hello, I am not sure where to start really my life has been a roller coaster that really took off when I started my A-levels. So my name is Erin, I am 25 right now, I am mentally ill. I am diagnosed with Bipolar as far as I know it is type 2 rapid cycling possibly due to the amount of cycles I have. I also am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.